Thursday, February 14, 2013
Day *Who really cares*- Would kill for chocolate right now!!
Hello beautiful people, I hope you are all doing well.
I told you at the beginning that I would share my trials and triumphs and well today I am sharing a trial (I can't be all perfect all the time, right?)
Yesterday was a really good day. It was Valentines day and my hubby was sick so I took the baby with me to the movies. I enjoyed a nice coffee yesterday and 2 little heart chocolates. I felt good because I allowed myself to have a treat and because I am eating healthy I did not have to feel bad about it.. Today is another story..
Today I am having a real bad emotional day. It is my hormonal time of the month, I am getting a bit bogged down with having extra responsibilities and miss the help that hubby normally gives (He really is a big help) and there is a situation in my life that there seems like there is no way of getting out of it, which is really really depressing.. Have you ever had those days where all of the realities and trials of bills, work, parenting, etc etc come and raise their ugly heads all at once? Well today is one of those days of me. I look at the picture above and it is almost like a mirror image, I could just drown myself in ice cream! I have been trying to think positive but right now, right here I am a bit numb to happy thoughts.
I was chocolate, I want lollies, I want ice cream!! I just want to stuff my face until my sorrows seems somewhat sweeter.. Have I had any of that stuff yet?? Well no I haven't.. Am I going to? I cannot answer that question.. There is still quite a few hours between now and tomorrow and now isn't looking too positive..
On that rather somber thought I bid you all farewell and I shall update you tomorrow whether today turned out better than I thought xoxo